How am I in the Wilderness?
They spoke against God, saying, “Can God spread a
table in the wilderness?”
Psalm 78:19
Victor was a Swiss scientist. Having
experienced personal tragedy, he sought to address his pain by engrossing
himself in an experiment—turning a lifeless object into a living being.
Scouring graveyards and funeral homes,
Victor gathered all of the parts and pieces he needed to put together a massive
creature that he chose to name after himself: Frankenstein. But the living
being he created quickly turned into a monster.
Most of us have seen the movie, but do you
know the real tragedy of the story? The monster, after he had been transformed
from a lifeless collection of parts into a living being, turned on the very
person who created him. In his independence, he turned against his creator,
transforming him into a victim.
We as Christians are not ten feet tall and
don’t walk around with bolts or dismembered body parts sewn together, but the
truth of the film resonates in many lives.
Even though we were
dead in our trespasses and God gave us life, creating something in us where there was previously nothing, many of God’s children have turned on their
Creator. Rather than live for Him, remember what he has done in our lives, we
choose to live for ourselves – our own wants, desires, emotions, and will. As a
result, lives disintegrate, and what had been created for something good
quickly devolves into a debacle. This is what
happens whenever we forget what God has done.
In order to make it to the Promised Land, we’ve
got to leave Egypt. It would have been easier for the Jews if upon crossing the
Red Sea, they had stepped directly into Canaan. But that’s not how God usually
works. We all have to go through some “desert time” to get from where we were
to where God wants us to be. That “desert time” is like being “between
trapezes.”
But having left, they discovered that the
wilderness was a tough place to live. They were “between trapezes,” in that
frightening place where you have let go of the past but the future has not yet
arrived. You let go because you have to, but then you wait, hanging in space,
hoping and praying that the other trapeze arrives in time. In that desperate
place, it’s easy to doubt that God knows what you are going through.
Life isn’t about your
dreams, your agenda, your hopes, your ideas, or your plans. Life is all about
God’s dreams, God’s agenda, God’s ideas, and God’s plans. It’s his kingdom
we’re praying to come, not ours. Can God set a table in the wilderness? Yes, He
can. He does. He will. And I assure you, you can count on it.
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