Do I Have Memory
As An Antidote?
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there Abraham said of his wife Sarah, “She is my sister.” Then Abimelek king of
Gerar sent for Sarah and took her. Genesis 20:2 (NIV)
I love watching steeplechase. It is a
distance horse race in which competitors are required to jump diverse fence and
ditch obstacles. But every time all the horses do not jump all the hurdles in
front of them. Sometimes when a horse is learning how to jump over fences, it
comes to one that it refuses to jump. It sticks its ears back and its nose
down; it digs its hooves in, and will not jump. What do the riders do in those
circumstances? They walk the horse around for a while to calm it down, and then
they take it right back to the same fence. If necessary they do it over and
over again until finally the horse sails over the fence, as it should.
If you have been in the journey of
GodSprings with me, you are about to experience a strange sense of déjà vu.
Previously, we looked at a very similar account in Genesis 12:10-20. In that
passage, Abraham and Sarah devised a scheme to avoid problems with Pharaoh in
Egypt. Abraham asked his wife to lie and tell the Pharaoh that she was his
sister. Now, eight chapters later, the names and places are changed but the
results are nearly identical. You may ask if they are identical why take up the
same issue again. The reason we take up this second account is because it
speaks to an issue that is relevant to all of us: recurring sin. Here, we see
Abraham making the same mistake again.
Why did Abraham repeat the same mistake
again? He was concerned about his own personal safety. He feared that because
of Sarah’s beauty he would be killed, and she would be taken as a wife by
violence. Quite simply, Abraham feared man more than he feared God. In Matthew
10:28 Jesus said, “And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the
soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” We can all
find ourselves in situations where we are motivated by fear. Yet, God longs for
us to exercise faith in Him. As the old adage says, “Those that fear God most
are least afraid of men.”
Abraham needed to learn that God can be
trusted to take care of him. He needed to learn that lesson well, because there
would be an exam, a test of his faith, coming up (sacrificing Isaac). God would
take him back to the same hurdle over and over again, so that he would be
prepared to jump over it with flying colors.
This is also true for us. Today, we may
feel like giving up. Repeated failures always tempt us to give up. But that is
exactly what the devil wants us to do! Therefore, focus on the goal and not the
obstacles. Let us remind ourselves that growth takes time. The best example for
this are children – when they first learned to walk. They fall often. Sometimes
they bang their heads. Other times they cut their lip. But one thing is certain
– they keep getting up.
We fail to learn from the lessons of the
past because we let fear rule our thinking. Memory is the best antidote with
which to fight fear. If Abraham would have remembered how God handled the
situation in Egypt and how he was protected, he would have made better choices.
We need that same kind of focus as we
learn to walk by faith. There will be falls. There will be times of frustration
but I need to keep getting up! The Great Lent is an invitation for us to
remember that great sacrifice and love on the cross. As we enter into yet
another 50 days of lent and fasting from tomorrow God is telling us if we have
drifted, come back to the Him. If we have sinned, confess it. If we have
fallen, get back up and begin again. The life is worth pursuing with every
ounce of strength we have.
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